sane ........ bt slain...!!!!

morning guys.....the world awaits this big day ... at the very beginning of a new year...
with much of devotion and inspiration.. they forget about the fire burning their pockets.. hahahaa....
sometimes it seems that it has become much materialistic... monetary...
there is now a degree or a grade or a tool to measure that u love somebody or not..... n .how much..
strange it is!!!
measuring love or emotions in monetary terms.........???
sounds radical...
hypocritical bt its the stereotype commotion persisting among us.......

ohh.. wow!
i'm givin a good deal of speech .. lol
but do i really mean any of this....?
i sounds sane... that's true...........  but for the reality concerns. n not to keep you in haze...
i am slain..!!!
how can a dead talk...? or what difference would it make..? cause who will hear him for that matter.. hahaha
heyy .. but i remember limp bizkit's rollin... ;p (dead man walking!!!; )
coming back how,why,when was i slain????
its really no point in investigating all these stupid questions ... generally asked by delhi police at every unconditional event.. when they appear.. right on time widout no reason... ;p


ohkk... so i am slain by the silence of my diamond... it barely speaks to me.. n even if it does...
its just some normal, formal stuff......
i found n and i'm glad its in my life...
now dont think i'm drunk... hw can a diamond speak.. thats what u thinking right?? well my diamond speaks..  

surely i hav so much of the thoughts to pour..
bt its really harmful for your lives...
;p
i'm speaking sain bt guys i'm bloody slain...... :'(

 ciao.. tc..

Distraught for the saints...!!

My voyage has been successful n i cud collect my treasures for which i worked hard... bt i fell under the bed of disease.. suffered for over weeks.. got up and began travelling again... i wud be unfaithful if i dont say that there was one holding my right hand in all those displeasurable events of my life.. n brought me out from under the pit...glory be to HIM..."
I  got to attend a gathering where i saw a "diamond" - ;p to be honest i later found that it was a diamond.... hehe
anyways.. i love it n i find it a miracle or another splendid plan of the almighty that i met this treasure...
christmas came ... new year came n then our xams... phew..
now it was some time to put rock into place... all was goin indefinetly... n the saints had to bid farewell to one of them.. :(
the distraught for the saints... bt its not the end....
saints r the only sage left in this imprudent world.....
let the light shine..... n set fire .. for the saints to arrive... \m/!!

Quiet a time..on a voYagE........

it has been months since i wrote ma last blog.... it was very dipressing... coz of loss of someone really close.... bt after that i had to take up a voyage.. to fulfill a part of my dream.... i joined a huge group of people on a stable ship.... this voyage gave me much more than i expected... life did began to sink.. but i managed to reach the shore.... now i am on another small voyage.. bt back with mah people.. mah own.. i like it... :)
you tend to be more happy when u among your own... life is so beautiful...............  bt this beauty isn't everything ... u need to take up responsibility... n there is a great  one on my shoulders too... not that i'm  taking it alone ... bt need to work a lot more to make it a success... we are working on it.. n as tym passes forth we will come with the result much more beautiful than anything........................
just figuring out that how will we manage this big thing... bt hav a lot of hope n determination ..... if i have taken up these MocKiNg sTicKs of mine....... no one can stop me......................!!!!!!! :P

life is as still as a rock.........................................................

My last blog was a question .... which i need to bear till the time i attain it ........
now it has been nearly a month .... n a lot more things have passed my mind, influenced my thoughts........
i was a bit busy , but  now i can recall every thing..... as i'm left with nothing to do ....
My exams were over, now was excited to meet my close relatives ............... who were coming for my bro's marriage. Was really excited.... i was meeting them after 4 years...the joy within me was unbearable.......
Enjoyed each moment of my life in these 15 days ............................  now i got something more unbearable stuff.., i am sad coz they had to take leave. Every one needs to leave for their own quest, they were having their life at their respective place .... as i have here in Delhi,   sighhhh...
i am missing them while i write this.......   i tried to control my emotions n was almost successfull, but my lil sisters made me cry, i cud not stop ma tears rolling down my cheeks..................   can't even express my feelings.........   just one hope that we will meet soon.... very soon...!!!!!!!
Within this short span of tym i had seen a great bonding between us......
one thought came to my mind ..... as i was travelling back to my home..... there's a saying in hindi, the one who laughs has to cry............  although not applicable bt still, at one point... it was very much right... last night we all cousins had a great fun, enjoyed laughing at each other...... .................... .......................... ............... .................................................................................................................................................................
cracking jokes...... now see , every one biting their lips to stop themselves from breaking down..................
 Life is a complex thing..... it will give you both flavour of good n bad feelings........ you just need to pave through them ...................................................................................................................................    BYE, TAKE CARE, GOD BLESS U...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  :'(

DesTinY AttaiNed.....?????

hiiiii..... you guys out there might be perplexed over my title, coz it shud have been , DISCOVERY - PART 3...!!!!
Well i had typed it .......... but then i thought of giving my blog a new direction,  its because i don't like stale and rotten things......... cause it stinks..   :(
the title is  a question which is still revolving in the orbit of my mind........   i countered this question around 4 years back....... n in the meantime itself i got to change my discovery , which was earlier a ruin, into a trait... i was undergoing a paradigm shift.... simultaneously !!!!!!!!!
Now to be precise, i got these , special kinda stuff... which i call...  MoCkiNg SticKs...................!!!! hmmm... now u'll think wat is this..???? " MOCKING STICKS " - strange discovery no...?? hahahhahaaa.....;D

they were specifically suited and appropriate for my life, as it was very much related to the desire n passion inside me....!!!
i learned drums... the basic fundamentals were specifically taught to me.... but lack of practice posed a difficulty to continue n keep the pace of learning............. although today, i can confidently say that i am a good drummer... i am in the fire.. am not taken out, still there are impurities , when i'll be pure........ then it wud be a 24 carat drumming which u'll get from me................................
so that is the discovery revealed ..................... n now the question is still following me.............

Have i attained my destiny...............???????? are these mocking sticks my destiny...??? God knows... n let it be to him,  he'll do everything as beautiful in his time.....!!!!!!
so i take leave.... thats it for tonight..........
u guys t.c...... god blesss... gudnyt..!!!

DiscoVery - part 2

heyyyy....
so we back on the discovery........   ;)
now when slowly  my attention went towards some activities which were kool,passionate, n i had something from inside which really supported me for that................. i came to know that my early discovery was somehow hindering me from that dream.... i had to leave that idea n go on .....
To be specific about the hindrance, it was that i could not play a  SIX-STRING !!!!   :(
But my buddies, life doesn't ends here....................
really.... somehow i began to feel  the strings one by one ..... eventually the popular saying was fulfilled in me - "practice makes a man perfect" -  i won't call myself perfect, its no modesty, but truely the reality .... i ain't perfect, but i learned to play the  six -strings ..........

The discovery at first was a ruin to me...... but i made it a unique trait of my life..!!!!

Most of u will think that the story n the discovery ends here on a happy note................   hahahahaa
But i am sorry to prove your thought wrong.....  it has just begun... DISCOVERIES.........  are much bigger.......... and thus the buck doesn't stops here..!!!!!
see u people soon... tc....... :)

DisCoverY - 1

Every parent desires that their ward be a respectable in a society, hence poor children have to carry a yoke of burden of becoming an Engineer, or a Doctor ................ blah blah blah..........    
i do have pity on these poor fellows of mine... so sad.....     :(
well,  what about me......  ???
my parents didn't urged me to become a doctor or engineer ..... may be because they knew that my brain was not in my skull , instead in my knees.... hahahahaaaa..... ;D
but they knew that my brain was a kind  of special one even when it was in my knees....  so they do expect me to be something.................  at least a WORKING CLASS HERO....!!!!!!   
Hmmmmm................ 
but you know what,   I don't want to be one......
n one day i made a serious discovery....... in me...    no - no not that brain thing.......hahahaha...
i possess a unique kinda hands.......... rather fingers.....
but before i really myself realised about this indifferent thing in me..... my parents took me to doctors....... some saw me as an oppurtunity to earn money n others really considered the critical situations n other discrepancies...!!!!!
when i came to know this, this discovery of fingers..... at first didn't made a difference for me,.......  but when i realised that it has got some connections with my dreams n desires...... 
was helpless , but didn't complain about it.... n maybe that was the right thing, i ever did .. unknowingly on my emotional state of turmoil..!!!!!!!!    So you'll find what happened next after my discovery, in my next blog... till then t.c..   ;)