switch back to chronicles

Shout...!!!! scream mm... cryyy ... ooh my god is it the paranoia of love?
there is no place yet found that could be the best place to release this state of paranoid-ism. Never had dealt with sort of anything like this ... i can feel the commotion inside surging to convulse the fading chronicles which was once like the garden of Eden, now ruined with the holocaust.
Thinking why is it going so much in a pessimistic way ....????????
Because the present is haunted by the chronicle!
HUSH!! this sullen silence like a graveyard keepin hold of the murdered crying Prejudice........!!!! Spilling these thoughts, pouring it like blood from the torn flesh... deadly it is ! there is no grace.... and begging along the highway to switchback... hoping the dawn would be here soon giving some respite, with dew on the grass, green, sober and lively it would all come to pass ...!! 

On a hIgHwaY to aRkaNsAs bOuLeVarD

This might be surprising as to the place and the highway . . . And the boulevard . . . . As in what made me go all the way to the 'little rock' -
checking out of my new destination and walking upto the delegation of changing my own world to revolve on the axis of the Alpha and the Omega!
I'm growing sophesticated with my thoughts and my actions making me immature . . To b honest i live at my home still i'm away frm myself . . . . Or a part of me has gone away . . . . .
Cumin back to the boulevard of little rock, it seems i need to quit 4 a while . . . To take a break . . . . As far as the road goes, i would stay behind . . . . And will reach the boulevard of arkansas!

a nEw dAy.. a nEw staRt...!!!

last blog was quiet a depressing one .. right?  but i have people say that....... after every dark night a new day dawns ...! Perhaps so was for me ... things were getting better .. quiet favourable.., pleasant i would say...
but some changes took place... but i must say CHANGES ARE GOOD..... :p Although the time before the 'Change' takes place, Is quiet suspicious n clueless.... but now we are ready to give panic altogether... :D
Meanwhile i met few people ..who really made me happyyy.... i learned soo much from them... i came across these people in a CHAMBER 33 ... sounds kool na.. ;P  they brought altogether a new wave of refreshing joy, happiness, and lotss of funn....

My diamond too was doin good.. n she revived me from my very slain state ... heyy i'm livin it up .." hahaa..

i found another dude.. hu was just like me.. under the yoke of great aspirations by his parents... bt he too was somehow holding on to the rope of his passion..!!
although i was in a very hazy situation as to wat i shud do regarding my diamond.. coz i cannot leave it at any cost... now i am quiet fine.. and preparing for this new day to be the best one in my life...
heyy gotta goo... ;) have to do preparations... to create some panic..!! :D ..
njoyy tc...

sane ........ bt slain...!!!!

morning guys.....the world awaits this big day ... at the very beginning of a new year...
with much of devotion and inspiration.. they forget about the fire burning their pockets.. hahahaa....
sometimes it seems that it has become much materialistic... monetary...
there is now a degree or a grade or a tool to measure that u love somebody or not..... n .how much..
strange it is!!!
measuring love or emotions in monetary terms.........???
sounds radical...
hypocritical bt its the stereotype commotion persisting among us.......

ohh.. wow!
i'm givin a good deal of speech .. lol
but do i really mean any of this....?
i sounds sane... that's true...........  but for the reality concerns. n not to keep you in haze...
i am slain..!!!
how can a dead talk...? or what difference would it make..? cause who will hear him for that matter.. hahaha
heyy .. but i remember limp bizkit's rollin... ;p (dead man walking!!!; )
coming back how,why,when was i slain????
its really no point in investigating all these stupid questions ... generally asked by delhi police at every unconditional event.. when they appear.. right on time widout no reason... ;p


ohkk... so i am slain by the silence of my diamond... it barely speaks to me.. n even if it does...
its just some normal, formal stuff......
i found n and i'm glad its in my life...
now dont think i'm drunk... hw can a diamond speak.. thats what u thinking right?? well my diamond speaks..  

surely i hav so much of the thoughts to pour..
bt its really harmful for your lives...
;p
i'm speaking sain bt guys i'm bloody slain...... :'(

 ciao.. tc..

Distraught for the saints...!!

My voyage has been successful n i cud collect my treasures for which i worked hard... bt i fell under the bed of disease.. suffered for over weeks.. got up and began travelling again... i wud be unfaithful if i dont say that there was one holding my right hand in all those displeasurable events of my life.. n brought me out from under the pit...glory be to HIM..."
I  got to attend a gathering where i saw a "diamond" - ;p to be honest i later found that it was a diamond.... hehe
anyways.. i love it n i find it a miracle or another splendid plan of the almighty that i met this treasure...
christmas came ... new year came n then our xams... phew..
now it was some time to put rock into place... all was goin indefinetly... n the saints had to bid farewell to one of them.. :(
the distraught for the saints... bt its not the end....
saints r the only sage left in this imprudent world.....
let the light shine..... n set fire .. for the saints to arrive... \m/!!

Quiet a time..on a voYagE........

it has been months since i wrote ma last blog.... it was very dipressing... coz of loss of someone really close.... bt after that i had to take up a voyage.. to fulfill a part of my dream.... i joined a huge group of people on a stable ship.... this voyage gave me much more than i expected... life did began to sink.. but i managed to reach the shore.... now i am on another small voyage.. bt back with mah people.. mah own.. i like it... :)
you tend to be more happy when u among your own... life is so beautiful...............  bt this beauty isn't everything ... u need to take up responsibility... n there is a great  one on my shoulders too... not that i'm  taking it alone ... bt need to work a lot more to make it a success... we are working on it.. n as tym passes forth we will come with the result much more beautiful than anything........................
just figuring out that how will we manage this big thing... bt hav a lot of hope n determination ..... if i have taken up these MocKiNg sTicKs of mine....... no one can stop me......................!!!!!!! :P

life is as still as a rock.........................................................

My last blog was a question .... which i need to bear till the time i attain it ........
now it has been nearly a month .... n a lot more things have passed my mind, influenced my thoughts........
i was a bit busy , but  now i can recall every thing..... as i'm left with nothing to do ....
My exams were over, now was excited to meet my close relatives ............... who were coming for my bro's marriage. Was really excited.... i was meeting them after 4 years...the joy within me was unbearable.......
Enjoyed each moment of my life in these 15 days ............................  now i got something more unbearable stuff.., i am sad coz they had to take leave. Every one needs to leave for their own quest, they were having their life at their respective place .... as i have here in Delhi,   sighhhh...
i am missing them while i write this.......   i tried to control my emotions n was almost successfull, but my lil sisters made me cry, i cud not stop ma tears rolling down my cheeks..................   can't even express my feelings.........   just one hope that we will meet soon.... very soon...!!!!!!!
Within this short span of tym i had seen a great bonding between us......
one thought came to my mind ..... as i was travelling back to my home..... there's a saying in hindi, the one who laughs has to cry............  although not applicable bt still, at one point... it was very much right... last night we all cousins had a great fun, enjoyed laughing at each other...... .................... .......................... ............... .................................................................................................................................................................
cracking jokes...... now see , every one biting their lips to stop themselves from breaking down..................
 Life is a complex thing..... it will give you both flavour of good n bad feelings........ you just need to pave through them ...................................................................................................................................    BYE, TAKE CARE, GOD BLESS U...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  :'(